A girl who really don't know how to be strong when it comes to problems. A simple girl who only wants to be loved the way that she will feel that she is totally loved but time comes that she became broken. She can't handle a problem all by herself, she always need someone who can give her advice to solve a problem. People think that she's smart but they are wrong, maybe she's smart when it comes to school but in other things she become weak. She don't want to be alone because all the sad things that she experience are coming back in her mind that's why she always spend her leisure time with her friends even if she go home late just to ease the sadness that she felt.
When her friends have problems she always the one who give advice to them or comfort them but the question is why she can't do the things that she's saying to her friends in her personal life. Maybe it's easy for her to comfort somebody but when she is the one who has a problem she can't think properly. PROBLEM------a word that become a connector between her and a close friend. I'll just not mention the name of her close friend who always stays with her when she need someone to lean on. He's one of the reasons why Yhanie has change. He taught her how to be strong and earn more self confident but he is also the reason why she feel sad. Unexpectedly, she fell inlove with this guy but sad to say her love for him is forbidden because he is already committed to someone. Her only choice is to stay as his friend because it's all they ever be. She decided to ask him to treat her as an ordinary friend so that the pain that she felt for almost three years will be lessen even if it really hurts for her to do that.
And now, it's going to be 1 month that they don't see each other and they don't have any serious communication. She decided to change something about her but she's thinking when should she start that plan. She wants to change the old Yhanie to a new Yhanie. Someday she will get the change that she wants to have.
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