it's all up to you...

  There are times that we can't understand each other. I don't know why there are things that we can't agree with. I feel sad when we misunderstood each other. I can't sleep at night because of thinking about the misunderstanding that happens between us. I'm happy that we can easily fix it, we just need more time to be alone.

  You're the one who makes me strong. All the advice that you're giving me is always on my mind. I hope your not going to change. I like you for who you are, I don't need a new you to make me happy, the real you is enough for me. How i wish we can spend more time together.

   I'm always there for you but sometimes I feel like I'm not important to you. You always tell me that i'm one of the valued persons in your life. Before, you tell me that you love me, I believe it because you show me that you love me but the time comes that you really hurt my feelings. You know that I don't want a liar person. I don't know why you choose to keep it as a secret than telling me the truth.

  I can't dictate you on what you should do, it's all up to you. You can do what you want, one things for sure I'm always here for you even if I'm not the one you really need. I was able to survive from the pain and I think that's the one reason why I learn to be strong. I know we can't be together but I hope you will stay as my friend even if we didn't see each other for a long time. I promise to you that I'll never forget you. You're one of the best persons in my life, how I wish i'm one of the best person that you've met.

It's All Up To You lyrics

Everytime we talk about the future

You run away
Why do you always see the danger
You're so afraid

I'm not the one you should fear
Cause I'll always be here
Show me how much you care
We can make it anywhere

How will I know what's on your mind this time
How will I know your love can be forever
Am I the only one that you want
Half a heart will just not do
Now it's all up to you

Baby when I feel we're getting closer
You turn around
Saying all the things we're not supposed to
You let me down

I'm not the one you should fear
Cause I'll always be here
Show me how much you care
We can make it anywhere

[Chorus]

I wanna know what's going on
I have been waiting for so long
Tell me the reason why
You make me cry
When all I want is you
Do you remember days of joy
Can we bring back what we destroyed
Tell me the reason why
You make me cry

  I'll never leave you,,If you need me I always be there...:)

boyfriend vs. friends

,,why there are persons who act as if they really owned the persons they love,,sometimes their going to ask you questions like "who's important to you me or your friends!?".....those persons who always ask that kind of question has a low understanding...it's so funny to think that there are persons who allow their partner to act like that...

,,for me friends is very important...can you live without friends???,,it's hard to enjoy life without friends..what if you have problems that you don't want to tell your family or to your boyfriend then you don't have friends to lean on so what are you going to do???hurt yourself by doing everything that can hurt you and cry all alone...duh!!!

,,friends always stay at your side and support you in all aspects of your life..there are times that you don't have to  pay all your attention on your partner,,you must know that there are still friends that are waiting for your attention but sometimes you must observe all the things that surrounds you,,if you think there's a problem between you and your friends try to think first of a possible reason why are they acting like that and don't wait them to confront you if your not ready to listen on their reason...being hurt by your friends is normal but they are doing that kind of confrontation for your sake...

,,don't be so obsess to your partner it's not good,,it can damage or change your whole life..make sure that you still have love to yourself and to your friends...FRIENDS always there not to hurt you but to help you to correct your mistakes and help you if you needed them...BOYFRIEND is a person that will love you but your not sure if he will stay for you forever unlike FRIENDS whatever happens they always stay beside you...


,,learn to manage your time and attention to your friends and boyfriend....:)

why are we still friends!?

I have many question on my mind...I don't know why I still love him even if I know that we can't be together,,(why can't it be???)...

Sometimes I'm asking myself why are we still friends and why I'm still inlove with him,,He's still the one that my heart want...It's hard to be his friend because he already know what I feel for him..I don't know if yhis sincere with his  feelings for me,I don't know if I'm going to believe him,,He want me to be happy when the two of us are together but how am I supposed to be happy when I'm with him when almost half of his mind is thinking on other person,,we are together but sometimes I feel that I'm just a decoration (something like that)..How i wish time will come that he will realize what I feel when his doing all that things when I'm with him..

Why Are We Still Friends

We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
[CHORUS:]

Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why
[CHORUS]

I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine

..I'm happy coz he's always there for me and he consider me as his bestfriend,,maybe that's all that we can be,,stay as BFF..hahaha..what a funny thing!!...If his happy with her then I'll be happy for him but if not it's his choice if he's going to stay with her,,just one thing for sure I'm always here for him even if as friend..